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TYLER BLODGETT

we are the stories we tell
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He planted his seat on an empty street corner and played his tune to an ethereal crowd. I watched from a distance as he finished his song, eyes opened slow and dreamy, as if stirred from a trance. He searched the scene of aimless travelers with a calm indifference, searching for what, I'll never know. One deep breath; a sigh. Release. The violin resumed its perch beneath his neck. Eyes closed, he proceeds. Filling the air with tender music for those few willing to listen. Thank you sweet minstrel. Tonight this song was for me.

May 31, 2018
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There are old souls that walk these roads, and if the stones were ever rolled we would find their bones, beneath the corner shops and shuttered homes, in gutters filled with currents that once rose up to bare the bleeding earth. They huddle among the screaming masses, seen yet unseen, shades of yesterday, they, whom stand beside us in the falling rain, hold the secrets to the catacombs that breathe heavy with latent dust. This is their necropolis and we are just passing through. May we stop to read their stories, etched within the canyons of their skin. They would tell you what colors this city bleeds. They would tell you what song it sings.

May 29, 2018
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I've been still so long that the vines, they climb to grip my throat. Cloaked in silence, enchroached by a sense of violence that has enshrined my home. My breath, it stirs me, the autonomy creating motion among the bas-relief sculpture I've become. How did I get here. What begot this stasis, this self-induced paralysis. I've been waiting so long I forgot what this longing was for. Whatever it was, it's not coming. It will not find you. No one will. If you cease to move, this world will consume you. This life, in all its brevity, is your chance to transcend the dust you will inevitably become. Rise or let the vines stake their claim.

May 20, 2018
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We are all fallen. Thrust forth by the irrevocable current of time. Knees bloodied against the fleeting ground. We tread, but we do not tread lightly. Stumbling beasts we shuffle forward, hands grasping for purpose; loose dirt strewn upon the rising wind. Can we ever know what it's worth? We consume suffering. Every breath carries with it mercy and death. And yet we smile for the moments we soon forget. We create what we know will never last. Like a flash of light we ignite, like the stars we deify. We become Gods and swear we shall live forever. We summon hope in the face of the uncaring void. We look into the night sky and we see ourselves. Spectres who refuse to die. And maybe it is a reflection, but the mirrored parts are only in the darkness. Those stars were never ours. And even they will succumb to the night. Can we ever know what it's worth? Please God, let it be worth something.

May 11, 2018
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To the seeker, the divinity of light will change only from its source, never from its majesty.

May 09, 2018
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There are doors that I will not open. Ripped from their hinges and thrown aside. Passages barred from entry, from exit. They once swung free in the warm breeze, the scuttle of feet beneath the mantle we shared. But those corridors and wooden floors, the bouncing echoes of laughter, have long since become mute. And though I occasionally hear the muttering memories from beneath the cracks I no longer approach the handle. It is better this way. I have to believe it is better this way. For me? For you.

May 07, 2018
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What is all this tumult and toil worth if we cannot be still enough to watch the sun set?

May 05, 2018
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I'll be the first to admit that "understanding" life is a futile endeavor. We get glimpses of truth, like a spot of blue in an overcast sky, but those moments are brief and often just leave us with more questions. For some this drive for understanding is all-consuming (cue a subtle wave from myself, hello there, I'm the hapless quasi-philosopher adrift in the sea of unknowing). For others they have this thing called faith. I admire them. They seem happy with their truth. Why can't I be like them? They'd argue that I could be converted, but they don't realize I've worn the faith coat in every color. I've read mountains of books, merged minds with scholars and believers. I've sat with Christians, Muslims, Hindus, Heathens, Witches, Atheists, and an endless array of other seekers. In fact I may be more faithful than most, simply because I've searched far and wide for faith. I've assembled some semblance of it from every hint of truth I've uncovered. It seems I'm devoted to finding faith. I have faith that faith exists. I just have haven't found a mode that is supported by the reality I observe. But perhaps that's where I'm faltering; in trying to tie two worlds together. Maybe faith has little to do with the reality we observe. Maybe this threshold is faith, I'm just more critical of its claim. Sorry faith. I tried. Truly. I did. But I'll keep trying. Because I find meaning in seeking these truths. I have faith that they exist. Somewhere in the ether. Or perhaps everywhere. Or nowhere. Hello again. I'm the hapless quasi-philosopher adrift in the sea of unknowing, have you seen my coat?

April 29, 2018
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April 27, 2018

My two critters often get cameos on my account so I thought I'd give them a little spotlight. The first is my muse, Thumbs (she has extra toes), and the second is my little gentleman Gary. I've had them for roughly 14 years, so we've been through a lot together. We've been in and out of multiple relationships. We've moved 4, 5, 6 times. We've shared our space with dogs, guinea pigs, rabbits, fish, a goat, a Furby, fake cows and an array of other organisms living or otherwise. Yet despite all the upheavals and turmoil, they've been the most consistent thing in my life. I know I take it for granted sometimes when I come home from work and just collapse in bed; Gary butting his head into mine, asking for a head scratch; Thumbs guffawing for attention/treats/more attention/possibly more treats. I cherish this. And when their time comes I will have two feline shaped holes in my heart. And I know I've given them a good and happy life. Yet in some ways I feel that they have given me more. They've taught me a lot about love. That it is often found in those mundane, quotidian moments. It is subtle and it is persistent. And if you stop for a second you'd see all the love that surrounds you. I used to think I rescued these two critters, but I'm starting to think it's the other way around.

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There are things about me that only my Remington knows.
The patterns of chaos. 
The frantic key strokes of unending errors.
Reflections without deletion. 
Black blood pounded into parchment
with the ire of spite. 
Seeking destruction
of them, of me, of all.

 
There are things about me that only my Remington knows.
Reams, discarded, Dreams, ignited.
The clattering against every wooden wall,
Pedantic fingers seeking to purge
The words my lips could never bear.
I've written life. I've written death.
And to the same effect.
Silence.


There are things about me that only my Remington knows. 
The shame that I have shouldered,
The pain I have sequestered.
The joy I have denied
As an act of penance.
Some call them secrets.
Perhaps.
But not everything is for you.
This is not for you.
I am not for you.

April 18, 2018
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